Dilemma. at 2:59 PM

I don't know if I should or should not . ):

Hoping someone will stop me.
Hoping I can get new number, new phone, new bag, new pencilbox, new waterbottle, new hairstyle and everything new.
Hoping I can start everything anew .

The decision is still my thing, can't totally rely on others, right?

愛了就是愛了，無需掩飾不必扭捏。
你可以不愛我，但是我愛你。
我可以愛你，但我不必放棄自己。
勇敢示弱，不必在你我之間爭奪勝者寶座。
感覺是起點，但婚姻可以不必是終點。
愛情本身就是完滿，無需添加更多。

I know, I've always been a very contradict person.