To myself.

Girl, it's time to grow up. Forever never last, promises are meant to be brokened, fairytales won't exist. Shed those tears, shed those blood. Will they ever know how it cuts through your heart when he say things w.o thinking? No men will be different from the first. Wake up. You'll be better on your own. So what if he saw your red puffy eyes, will he ever remember he hurt someone so badly? Will he ever notice your small little habits like how you observed his? Will he know exactly how you felt even when you didn't showed it? Will he know he meant the most? To you, maybe he was everything. But to him, you was never. Never even part of the future he planned. He believe that you won't leave, so you have to show him. Show him you'll be happier w.o him. Just like how he said he is going to be w.o you. Be brave. Cry in the dark, so no one can see. Every tomorrow is a brand new start. Let go . Maybe he won't regret, maybe he will. It doesn't matters anymore. You tried. You tried giving in, you tried forking out. He just got too use to having you around. You will be alright on your own. You will .